Wakaranai...

If I was lost
Lost at sea
I’d grab the flag and I’d swim all the way home
Cause it’s it in my genes

I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it

If I like you,
And you like me,
Why the hell are we wasting our time?
Are you too afraid to cross that line?

I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it

If this was to end right now
I’d go with a grateful smile

I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it

If life’s so short,
Then what’s the cost
Of working day and night five days a week
You say you hate it but it makes ends meet

I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it

My time here on earth could be
A fragile and fleeting thing
But if this was to end right now
I’d go with a grateful smile

I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it
Been thinking ‘bout it
I’ve been thinking ‘bout it

If I like you,
And you like me
Why the hell are we wasting our time?

 I don't know...

Giving up.

I want to give up,
But I am unable to bring myself to do so,
Because giving up means that I am weak.
It means that I've lost my passion,
It means that I've lost my desire,
It means that I've lost my strength.

I want to give up,
But I can't bring myself to say the words,
Because saying it out loud makes it more real.
It means that I'm loosing my hope,
It means that I'm loosing my drive,
It means that I'm loosing my dreams.

I want to give up,
But I can't bring myself to truly believe it,
Because believing it makes me feel like I'm betraying myself.
It means that I'm letting go of my desires,
It means that I'm letting go of my dreams,
It means that I'm letting go of my love,

It means that I'm letting go of me.

Kowai, kowai...

I'm so scared of being alone,
Don't want to face it on my own.
Never pictured it to be this way,
Never pictured it to be any way.
I'm stuck. Which way to look?
One way, U-turn, the other way, Stop.
Stop. I don't want to stop.
I never want to stop.
Never stop, stop. Stop.
I want to keep going when the going gets rough,
But how rough can the going get before I will stop?
When inside my mind cries "kowai, kowai"
And because of that, I never want to know.
Ever, ever...

I never want to know when everything has to stop.

I don't wanna gain the whole world, and loose my soul

Man I wanna tell you all something, Man.
Man I'm not gonna let these material thing's, get in my way, you all.
I'm trying to get somewhere.
I'm trying to get somewhere,
Thats real and pure and true and eternal.

Father God, I am clay in your hands,
Help me to stay that way through all life's demands,
'Cause they chip and they nag and they pull at me,
And every little thing I make up my mind to be,
Like I'm gonna be a daddy whose in the mix,
And I'm gonna be a husband who stays legit,
And I pray that I'm an artist who rises above,
The road that is wide and filled with self love,
Everything that I see draws me,
Though it's only in You that I can truly see that its a feast for the eyes- a low blow to purpose.
And I'm a little kid at a three ring circus.

I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.

The paparazzi flashes, and that they think that it's you,
But they don't know that who you are is not what you do,
True, we get it twisted when we peak at the charts,
Yo before we part from the start,
Where's your heart?
You a pimp, hustler?
Tell me what's your title,
America has no more stars, now we call them idols,
You sit idle, While we teach prosperity,
The first thing to prosper should be inside of me.
We're free...
Not because of 22's on the range,
But Christ came in range, we said yes now we changed,
Not the same, even though I made a fall,
Since I got that call, no more Saul, now I'm Paul.
(YEP!)

I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
Don't wanna walk away,
Don't wanna walk away

How do I sense the tide that's rising?
De-sensitizing me from living in light of eternity,
How do I sense the tide that's rising?
It's hypnotizing me from living in light of eternity,
How do I sense the tide that's rising?
De-sensitizing me from living in light of eternity.

(Lord what we gonna do,We're relying on you,
all eyes are on you Lord,
all eyes are on you, all eyes are on you Jesus.)

I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
Don't wanna walk away, let me hear the people say.
(Don't let me lose my soul, my soul.)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
(This is my honesty, Father, won't you cover me.)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
(Don't wanna walk away, and all those people say)
I don't want to gain the whole world, and lose my soul,
(Don't wanna lose, I don't wanna lose my soul.)

Lord forgive us when we get consumed by the things of this world,
That fight for our love, and our passion,
As our eyes are open wide and on you.
Grant us the privilege of your world view,
And may your kingdom be, what wakes us up, and lays us down.

(Hallelujah, Don't wanna lose our soul,
No, Don't wanna lose my soul.)

Hey excuse me,
I'm looking for the after party,
Toby,
Ha ha, yeah, last door on the left, you'll hear it.
Thanks,
No problem.

Don't let me lose my soul, I never wanna walk away,
I don't wanna lose my soul,
No, no, no.
Don't let me, don't let me, lose my soul,
I don't wanna walk away,
Don't let me walk away,
Na na na na no,
Don't let me lose, my soul,
I'm never gonna walk away.

She

“ You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

- Bob Marley

God of This City

You're the God of this City
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of this nation
You are

You're the Light in this darkness
You're the Hope to the hopeless
You're the Peace to the restless
You are

There is no one like our God
There is no one like our God

For greater things have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done in this City
Greater thing have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done in this City

For greater things have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done in this City
Greater thing have yet to come
And greater things are still to be done in this City


"No one is holy like the Lord!
There is no one besides you;
there is no Rock like our God."

1 Samuel 2:2


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Unbelonging, I feel

Feels like time has passed much too fast - a million and one things to do, a million and two places I want to go to, a million and more people I want to see, and there will never be enough time in the world to complete everything. If growing up wasn't permitted, maybe I'd be able to do the things I've wanted to do for so long. But with growing up, comes other things I want to do, come new people I will want to hang out with, comes other places I will want to go to. And with those new places, a feeling of unbelonging will settle in. Too many places to go, too many homes I will live in, and there will never be a home where I truly belong to because of this feeling of unbelonging. I'll belong to wherever I am currently living. I will call the box which most currently houses my materials, my home. I'm going home, I say. But yet it doesn't feel like home and I don't want to leave my birth country because everyone is here and the people I love are my home. Very unsettling, very. I really hate this feeling of unbelonging. I want to be at home.