Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling

So I dropped a big candle onto a photo frame today and the glass broke. Is that bad luck? lol. Not like I really believe in that stuff.

I had a thought today I wanted to write down;

I don't pray so that I can believe in God,
I believe in God so that I can pray.

See, one can believe there is a God, and not obey and follow Him. Satan believes in God, but goes against him. What's the use with believing in God, but not obeying him? You can know He exists, but if you do not follow you then you are not His child. Rather, I believe in God, so that I can pray for forgiveness that I know He will give unto me because of his unconditional love and grace, that all of our sin will be washed away.

Amazing Grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I'm found
Was blind but now I see